I FEEL BRIGHT WHEN YOU STAND NEAR
Sleep over at my baby's house :))))
I dont understand myself. I wear my strangeness like armor and rage when people shun me or misunderstand me. I reject the ordinary, the commonplace, the normal, in favor of the weird and unusual. And the world looks at me and i dont know what it sees but it does not see who i am. Im never able to translate the way i see the world into terms most people can get, rarely able to truly communicate. Hand gestures and pidgins for a perspective that, not to be arrogant, I think the world needs right now.
I hate being strange sometimes. When im younger i have my bubble, people and places and situations i enjoy and that im comfortable in, but as i get older i have only the barest scrapings. WHY?
Forget it, im just whinning here.
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Sleep over at my baby's house :))))
I dont understand myself. I wear my strangeness like armor and rage when people shun me or misunderstand me. I reject the ordinary, the commonplace, the normal, in favor of the weird and unusual. And the world looks at me and i dont know what it sees but it does not see who i am. Im never able to translate the way i see the world into terms most people can get, rarely able to truly communicate. Hand gestures and pidgins for a perspective that, not to be arrogant, I think the world needs right now.
I hate being strange sometimes. When im younger i have my bubble, people and places and situations i enjoy and that im comfortable in, but as i get older i have only the barest scrapings. WHY?
Forget it, im just whinning here.
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