In life, i feel that the harder i push myself, the more likely im going to make it, but yet, at the same time, it also makes it more likely that i will fail. sometimes trying too hard, just fucks things up but before i reach my goal, how am i suppose to know if this one thing is the fail or the success? how do i know when to push myself harder, or when to lay down and let the answer drift to me lazily. Sigh, Its just not fair, i just cant beat it. the system will always do me over. YUPPS, i do not have any regrets, i know what i did, is what i thought was right, and that i made that decision, and im proud of that :))))) The fact that ive the ability to do something for myself, stand up for myself and even if im in the wrong, at the end of the day, at least i can say "hey, at least i fucking tried, at least i fought for what i wanted, at least i did what i thought was best." No one can take that away from me, nor have a go at me! Even if i make a mistake, i know ive made it, and that i learn. at least i tried and failed.
Anw, what im trying to say is it is better to have tried and failed, then to just give the fuck up at the first sign of sorrow or things being too hard.
The guy who loves to tease me! ♥
Hes the guy who give me everything. He treat me like a princess. He give me all his time. he buy me things, take me places, talk for hours with me, take walks with me, lay with me, be with me, take interest in my hobbies and show me his. Constantly telling me that i meant the whole world to him and would love me wholeheartedly.&& i love him too ♥---
