NOW THAT I HAVE YOU.

I just hate being alone. Going to sleep alone. Waking up alone. Eating alone. Running alone. Everything is alone.

I dont want to be alone anymore again and i know i wont because i have him :))

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Mom drived me down to woodlands to get my pay. Hehes. It was drizzling and very windy. Took my pay and left immediately. We went to tampines to have our late lunch together. Roamed around that area after eating and i saw this adorable soft toy and so i got it for my dogs. HAHAHAS. Went home after that :)))))



See! thats the soft toy i got for them. hees. Baby damn biased. Always carry cody then neglect gervain. Poor girll.




My body has already failed me. sickness, weakness, tenderness
Pain. heavy lead legs and a sore head
Weak hands and aching chest
Im not safe. i will die.
SAVE ME!









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i need to get a serious grip on reality.






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Im feeling pretty bloody good about myself lately. Hehe

I love when baby and i can sit and chat things out. i also love when we have some spare time to ourselves to just hang out with each other without any distractions like the dogs or the tv or other people. Of course, good talking dont complete us just like that. Hehs.



LOVEYOUBABY!





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( ME WEARING MY BB's JACKET )

Im not a well bean!!!

Last night when i got into bed i was overcome with a huge wave of nausea. Usually i just go sick it out and be done with it but last night for some reason, i didnt want to. i just wanted to cuddle down and sleep.

During the night i got a really bad headache. i took tablets for it but it still hadnt gone by the morning so i had to take more this morning. Those of you who know me well will know i hate to take pain killers. Well, I had no choice. i felt like ass and i had chores to do so i took them.

Everything was fine with me till just after 5.30. I was really sick at home waiting to go school for my exam. ARGHH.

I'll be better soon I hope.





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Baby wasnt feeling well today. Hes feeling feverish and his body aching all over! we went downstairs together with my dogs to visit the nearest clinic. The nurse took his temperature and guess what? Its 40.3! High fever! :((( And i have this irritating flu since i woke up in the morning. I feel like this flu is never going to go away. I feel sicker and sicker as each hour goes by.

While waiting for baby's turn. I snapped pictures of my dogs. tehehehes.

Lying on bed for hours! No amount of blankets and hot tea are warming me up. I kept sneezing non stop like a pathetic loser. Seriously, i dont mind having fever though but not FLU.




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There are these pesky things in both of our lives that keep us going. Yours are a lil bigger than mine, but we dont see any of them often. Even when they feel real, they are so worth taking steps for, even if they are baby steps and even if it feels hopeless. Its never hopeless if u keep moving. My reasons to keep moving aint with me yet but i taje a step a day to get to the point that they are and every step makes me closer. It will be the same for you. One step at a time. Baby, they are so worth it. I promise no matter what happens, i will always be around. i'll move every steps with you. I LOVE YOU.




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19 MAY 2010, WEDNESDAY
I dyed my hair at home together with baby but its not very obvious



20 MAY 2010, THURSDAY
and so the next day i went jeanyip to dye again





And now this is my hair colour. NICE?! :)





Im so not used to the colour of my hair and i think i look weird but my boy likes it.



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17 MAY 2010, SUNDAY.


Had sushi at CS together. I was damn mad at him this evening. I called and asked him if he wanna eat sushi and he agreed. When we reached that place, he told me hes sick of eating japanese food already =_='' What for agree when you dont even feel like eating right?! We talked things out after dinner and he promised me no more next time. HEHE! Got his mom a birthday cake after that :)) Tomorrow was her birthday.



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15 MAY 2010, FRIDAY


Went ikea together with my boy after his work! Saw so many chio items that we wanna get for his new room! So freaking cheap and niceee! Hehehehehs.




Back to his new house after that :)



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10 MAY 2010, MONDAY
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Today is a very big day of my life. Im starting work! There is some anxiety. I dont know how my first day of work gonna be. && im tensed like hell.

Well, i reached my workplace early. Had breakfast together with my boy. Im really glad he send me to work and he promised to do so everyday! so sweet of him.

Theres this bitch damn annoying! She stared at all the newcomers and outcasted us. WTF! Like we owe her a living. My job scope was really interesting and im willing to put my heart to learn but because of her, i dont look forward to work tomorrow.

All my friends cheer me up and told me working is supposed to be like this. There will be some people that you dont get along in office. Rosanne darling told me not to let such bitches affect me and pull me down and i seriously think what she said was true and her words really motivate me alot. Thanks.




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9 MAY 2010, SUNDAY.


Met up with gloria at somerset MRT. We went shopping that day. She did not get anything because she havent got her pay but still shes nice enough to accompany me to get mine :)))) I got many chio items for myself. Maxi dress, bag, earrings etc. Super happyy!!! Teehehehs. && We had our dinner together at koboyashi. Rosanne darling supposed to join us on that day too but she wasnt feeling well :( AWW. So obviously i want her to stay at home and rest because i know how terrible it feels to go out when you're unwell. We can always meet up other days :))))

We took many pictures that day but im very lazy to stitch them up. hehes.



Friends are supposed to be supporting one another through everything. If you treat me as worthless, taking me for granted and not doing anything to help when i need you badly then why do i want you as friend for? Make sense?


I do not need such people in my life.




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8 MAY 2010, SATURDAY

Went Lunar and Arena with my baby together with his colleagues. HAHAHS! Though my eyes are dry and painful that night cause of my contact lens but still i enjoyed myself immensely! Danced throughout the whole night with my boy and i totally forgot bout the pain. It was my first time dancing with him and i loved it! Having fun with him as usual. Twehehes. Baby drank quite alot that night and he got tipsy. We cabbed home after that :)))

Look at the necklace im wearing. It was a gift from him. Nice right?!

Oh btw, did i say my job interview was a success?!
Well yes, ive got the job! :D Tehehes.





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Yesterday was a breathless and enervating day. Had a job interview at 10am and i woke up at 925am. HOW NICE! I scrambled and get myself done. Decided to cab over because im late! Like duhhh! BUT no cab in sight. Called cab and they assured me the cab will arrive in 10mins. i reached the interview place at 1030am =_=

Lucky im late. I waited for the interviewer for bout 30mins before shes ready to interview me. And she goes '' bla bla bla bla bla '' Hhhmms. My interview went well and TAA DAA! Ive got the job! Happyyyy! :)) I requested for monday to start work cause sat i will be having exams and i wanna study for it. Oh btw, did i say my boyf went the interview with me? YES! he did! he woke up early in the morning just to go interview with me when he could sleep longer because hes off that day. I was so happy that i got the job and even happier that my boy is the first one i shared my happiness with. WEEEEEES!

Went over to CWP to have our lunch next. Uhya, seriously im too lazy to type what happened after that. Too lazy to type and also if it will be a long post. Lets skip till night, shall we? =)

Went to ahlee's birthday chalet. Wish him happy birthday then we helped ourselves with the food. Baby bbq the food for me! hehe. Theres hotdog, chicken wings, prawns, stingray, potatoes, and many more.



He bbq and peel the prawns for me!




I realised my blog post is all filled with pictures of me and my boy.
Shall take solo pictures soon! :)




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Mugged the whole afternoon away till its time for me to go school. I was late for school already after done preparing myself. Saw my mom under block and she send me to school. How nice! :)

Ate grandma's homecooked ''Soon kueh'' in the car while mom is driving. Super love my grandma's cooking! To me. its the best in the world already

I did not take any pictures my grandma's ''soon kueh'' but incase you guys dont know what is that so i got this picture from yahoo.

Surprisingly, i reached my school early! We're having presentation today and tomorrow. Lucky mine is tomorrow. Im doing my project with jasper btw. He did most of it cause he had done this project before. Hehehes.

I left my class 1hr before it ends. Roamed around somerset area before i took a train home. Met up with baby after his work at expo and we had supper together!

Had our supper at kim gary's restaurant, tampines 1.
The food is nice and the price is damn reasonable!

After 930pm, its buy 1 free 1. So cheap!
We only spend 20bucks there including the drinks.





This is mine! Cheese and chicken chop baked rice!
Look nice right? taste nice too



&& my boyfriend ordered this. I dont know what is it exactly but theres curry, beef and cheeese. Not bad! but too spicy for me ;((

Bits and pieces of us:




Okays, rest well everybody. GOODNIGHT!



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When i say forever i mean it.
I want it to mean something not just a word you say in the spare time.

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Went for darling rosanne's birthday celebration at sentosa, festive hotel.
Boyfriend had to work at expo last minute thats why cannot join us for dinner. So sad :((



We get to choose our own appetizer and food :) So nice.

The appetizer, king crab meat salad.


My main dish, Grilled chicken.


Dessert, rice pudding.



Pictures of us:



( LOL! gloria ate too much and now she look like shes pregnant. So cute!)


Jolyn, Me, Gloria

DARLING ROSANNE! You're one of the bestie in my life. So much memories together and i will never forget them. Forever you are in my heart. Happy birthday babe and i've to say, you look awesome tonight! loves~

Baby came over to look for me after that :) He waited patiently for 1hour+ for me without any complain! I was seriously touched. His handphone was low batt just now and we had a hard time contacting each other :( He coudnt find any public phone at habour front MRT so he trained over to the another train station just to find a public phone so he could contact me yet i mistaken him and told him off for not waiting. When i knew the truth, i was so guilty. Sigh.

i really love my silly boy alot.
ALOT ALOT ALOT.








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